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The Mental Health Of It All

10/4/2019 Saw Joker today and was a bit down after it for a while. It was exactly what I thought it would be with even more mental health awareness than predicted.  Not going to spoil it for anyone. See it if that is your thing or don't. Either way it is a good movie. Not sure if it is a "Batman Movie" or not. You can decide. Now we get into something that isn't always fun but NEEDS to be addressed. Mental health and stability.  I absolutely do not like talking about this but, will make an exception for the sake of understanding this. My health does not define me even if others do.       Quick intermission: I have lost two beloved humans this year to suicide. The number of people that were here and are no longer in my life because of suicide is in the double digits. We all hurt. We all have pain. We all should have friends. Thanks to the stigma of suicide and drug addiction my "lifetime" friends are dead.  It gets lonely thinking of why and what i...

The Schedule!

Today I am going to post a mostly complete schedule of all the Jay and Silent Bob Reboot Roadshow screenings I will be attending: 10/15/19          Pre-show Fathom Event Hosted by myself and my podcast Married With TV Venue:             Burbank AMC16 Time:               7:00 PM RSVP link:      LegionM 10/19/2019      Kickoff Show Asbury Park, NJ Venue:             Paramount Theatre Joined by:       Chris Davis 10/27/2019      Saint Louis, MO Venue:             The Pageant Joined by:        Laura D 11/2/2019         Dallas, TX Venue:              Texas Theatre Joined by:         Nate and more! 11/7/2019        Phila...

The Why Of It All

Why would someone choose to travel to multiple cities to see the same movie over and over again? Part of it comes from lack of focus in long doses. My mind tends to forget the short term and lots of long term memories that were harmful or hurtful. The problem is when you block one feeling out you block them all out. It is like a large chunk of your life never happened. Eventually, it comes back. When something makes you feel you get as much of that thing that you can. Elton John. Kevin Smith. Equals in my mind. Elton John $400 Kevin Smith $37-50. Plus he inspires me to keep going. I want to quit much of the time. Why bother? Nobody cares. I care and that is all that matters. This is for me whether 1 person or 10 people read it. Or nobody but myself. I will forever have a diary of an adventure of a lifetime. Thanks to my mother who passed away on January 15 2017 I am able to travel a little bit and not have to pay much. Monthly trips to Olympia WA added up real quick. ...